If you could live anywhere in the world (fictional or real), where would it be?
I would live in Scotland..in a castle...
Peace. Kindness. Acceptance.
Give without the hope of receiving.
I want to practice these things.
Well, last night on the way home from work I did not want to drive home...to st. joe....i wanted to drive to new haven to the little green dirty house in meadowbrook and know that my sons were there sleeping and that i could walk into their rooms and kiss their faces and talk to them in the morning while they got ready for school. i cried so hard. i recorded myself with my mp3 player. i listened to it and cried some more. when i got home, claire was awake in the kitchen doing homework and the reality of my life hit me....she is sweet....she is my stepdaughter...she makes things better with just her voice and her smile. i was still
sad but she made the sadness a little easier to feel.
I work at a place that does not encourage conversation, except for a few minutes during breaks and the 30 minute lunch. I have worked at this place for about 10 years. In ten years I cannot say that I have a group of friends that I ever see or speak to outside of work. For the most part, that is not a big deal to me....because my life outside of work is basically full of family and daily routine. But there is one friend who is someone I never have enough time to talk to and with whom I would like to just have coffee or lunch or whatever....so we could actually build and even finish a conversation. She is such a genuine individual. She is generous. She is creative and artistic. I really like her.
So, to Aemi, I just want to say.....if we had the time, and our different work schedules allowed....it would be cool to hang out.
But if not....you are someone who will always be my friend, even if I just see you and talk to you for a few minutes every week.
You are one of the good ones.